Ever since I was young guys have never particularly liked me. The reasoning back then: my parents were to strict and I could never go out/ I was too book smart and didn’t have any street smarts that would appeal to the dudes who had some interest in me. Now: I’m just “too much”. So […]Read more "I get it now…"
Last weekend I got high for the 2nd time in my life. The first time I smoked was the day of Carnival when I was making the most questionable decisions with a great group of people but this past weekend, I just needed to get high. The day after I wrote my last post everything […]Read more "The Talk "
Happy Wednesday y’all. The summer is almost over and the fall is entering into our lives in full swing…. ….maybe that’s why I forced it this weekend. From the beginning of last week I was hella pumped because I knew I was going to see SZA on Friday. Work agitation seemed insignificant, life drama barely existed […]Read more "Prayin’ the 20 somethings don’t kill me… (Medium Length Read)"
I don’t feel like I belong.Read more
I tend to wonder if anyone else has a constant reminder that their life is not supposed to be long. Almost as if it’s in your destiny to take your own life; a haunting memory from your first attempt that lingers like a dark desire when you’re left alone to your thoughts. The urge isn’t […]Read more "Most awkward things to talk about: Death and Sexuality (TW suicide)"
Jun 15th entry: I feel disgusting. Huge. Like a fucking unattractive blob. This is going to sound like a stupid, unnecessary sob story but this is how I feel. I’ve always weighed around 125-130lbs and as of late I weigh 145lbs . I’m not used to this weight gain and it makes me feel like […]Read more "Fuck me (not in the way you’re thinking)"
Ya’ll. Idk what the hell is going on but the universe has called out war against me. Before we get into any of the shenanigans that is my tragic life, I want to sincerely apologize for not posting every Saturday like I’ve promised. I know how much ya’ll love reading the tea with your Saturday […]Read more "A week in review: Netflix and Namastaymyass over here / Lil Wayne is a prophet (LONG READ)"