Literally, that’s the only thing going through my head: Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit. I fucked up, and now I think I may have lost him. Fucking depression man. Fucking horrible ass communication. Fucking terrible ass coping skills. He doesn’t trust me anymore because he thinks […]Read More Shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit
Shit could get menacin’, frightenin’, find help Sometimes I scare myself, myself Shit could get menacin’, frightenin’, find help Sometimes I scare myself, myself Yikes- Kayne I went to the Doctor last Friday and she pointed out that even though we were meeting for the first time, a recurrent theme that was linked to my […]Read More Girl where you been at? Pt. 2: Yikes (TW: Depression/Suicide)
7/3 I honestly don’t even know how I’m feeling but here’s a quick synopsis about what’s been going on so you feel somewhat connected to me. My adult job ends in 6 weeks and grad school starts in 9. Still don’t have a computer. I’m in a band with my boyfriend, sister, and two other […]Read More Girl, where you been at? Pt. 1: Relationshit
Ya’lllllllllllllll I’m back…FOR I HAVE BEEN TRIED…YET AGAIN! You’re probably there like, “Tell me girl! Spill the tea!”…. Well get your protective suits on ladies and gents because this one is coming piping hot, straight from the pot, WITH RECEIPTS!!!! So as a backstory, when I was single and looking for attention, ya girl was […]Read More Stay in your lane ho(e)mie
As I was reading a passage in Men Explain Things to Me by Rebeca Solnit on the train this morning, a pit in my stomach began to form and I slipped into a state of disassociation. The passage read: “On October 11, 1991, a law professor was called to testify before the Senate Judiciary Committee. The […]Read More My life is not my own. To you I belong. I give myself to you.
It’s been an entire month since I vomited my life onto you guys. I’ve seen ya’ll nosy asses checking in every once and a while to see if there’s any new content and I appreciate ya’ll for it. Honestly, I do! It makes me feel good to know that someone wants to see wtf I’m going through so […]Read More It’s been a while, my boyfriend is amazing, and my mind keeps fucking with me.
Y’ALL…… I GOT INTO A GRAD SCHOOL PROGRAM!!!! Yes yes yes! Your girl will be attending school in the fall to start her Master’s in Criminal Justice & Criminology, so don’t let me find none of y’all asses behind bars. Slowly but surely my dreams are coming true! Well, let me not say slowly, because everything […]Read More Blessings and Boys